I love a good contradiction and the combination of pure and perverse.
I’m not the one going around sending anonymous messages to girls calling them “little ons.” This is what seems misguided to me…
I like confusion and chaos, predicaments, unwinnable games, a little sting here and there. I like order, enforcement, and knowing where I stand. I like feeling my sense of self shift out from under me. I like watching as my behavior changes in response to conditioning, like a laboratory rat running a maze. But most of all—I’m an intimacy junky! I get off on powerful, transformational connections—even if the connection is momentary and fleeting.